Somewhat convinced I'm an inconvenience and should just kill myself. I was in Asda yesterday, and all I did was ask for healthier food, but all I got in return was him getting pissy with him about it costing him more (it doesn't really since, less junk food) and then he got even more pissy with me when I said I wanted to change cereal. Like really? Is me changing cereal so bad that you act like I've just told you to go die or something? So of course, I said not to bother, then he goes in a huff with me about that too. Wow, thanks dad. So that confirmed that everything I did was wrong. The main point of going to Asda was for him to get stuff so we could bake. I wake up today to find he's already done it and been out. Okay, whatever, it's not like I kind of wanted to learn to bake. I know you're going to bitch at me soon for not cooking, but if you keep doing this and not teaching me, it ain't my fault. He gets pissy with me again when I go into the kitchen to get cereal. He's the one in the way. I even say please when I ask for a bowl and spoon, since he's in front of the cupboard/draw. I get greeted with him angrily slamming my spoon and bowl onto the side along with a glass I didn't even ask for, apparently it was so I didn't interrupt him again. Oh and my lunch pot kind of exploded in the microwave, so I was cleaning. He suddenly just says "Don't use tissue, that's stupid. What's that going to do? I'll do it, get out the kitchen" What's it going to do? Oh idk, clean up most of the sauce like it is actually doing before I clean it properly. Best one? He's made cheesecake for me, and when he was making it, it was confusing. So he starts mumbling something about how I should damn well appreciate it, since he's putting all this effort in when he doesn't even like cheesecake. Well, I didn't ask you to make it, you decided to do it by yourself. But whatever, clearly I'm just in the way no matter what I do, but don't worry soon, I probably will top myself and you can be happy yeah :D
On a more cheerful note, everybody needs to watch Hyouka and Tsuritama because they are possibly two of the best animes ever out (despite the fact they're stilll airing)
song: Green Day / Fashion Victim
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