I'm going to ignore everything/everyone and sleep through this weekend. Especially since my brain is set on slitting my wrists to celebrate the jubilee. Mom's out with her friends and so is Dad. Silly me for thinking maybe I'd get invited somewhere. I really don't want to be alive. I'm kind of sick of everything. I think people are sick of me being like this too, but oh well.
Eating healthy and losing weight isn't going well. I'm also close to ripping someone's face off. Like, thanks for just ruining everything - mainly my dreams. Skin's getting worse and the urge rip it off is increasing. Basically, everything is going wrong. I'm fat and ugly yay!!
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song: OPERA / SUPER JUNIOR