Finally met Bekki's gf Kyra today and she's p. cool. Watched Daniel Simonsen's bit on Russell Howards Good News Extra for the fourth time now. I think I'm slightly in love with him, or possibly just his accent. I want a Norwegian bf or smth （/TДT)/ For some reason we also watched Human Centipede. It's still weird and will always be weird.
I did too much walking in my new shoes - ones that kind of point at the end so they smush your toes together. Ahh, my poor feet are throbbing. I realised how paranoid I am walking back home by myself. I keep looking behind me and if people are near, my heart pounds. By near I mean like anywhere within a twenty ft radius. I also get really paranoid crossing the road because the cars who stop are like facing you, and the people watch as you cross the road. They might judge the way I walk or w/e. It even goes to the point where I can't have both headphones in incase someone says something to me, and thinks I'm ignoring them. It disrupted my PLASTICZOOMS listening ヽ(`Д´)ノ
It was so warm during the day, but walking back home I swear I was going to die from cold. It makes me scars hurt so basically, my entire arm hurts and of course I go a lovely shade of purple making everything really noticeable. Shit sucks. Maybe if I wasn't a dick I wouldn't have this problem. In fact, I'm still weird shades of purple even though I'm inside. It's so cold ): Update on the "I think my arm is infected" Turns out one is and it's all manky. I'm kind of glad my one Doctor is the loveliest woman ever and got me anti-infection type cream free of charge, like ages ago. She gave it to me as a "in case" type of thing, and I'm so glad she did. Dad brought me chocolate muffin cheesecake this morning before he fucked off to his girlfriend. I wouldn't mind him doing these things if he didn't tell me three seconds before he leaves. It's like this every weekend - he'll go stay overnight with Kerry but doesn't tell me. Mom does it too. It sucks because I'm just left alone, same during weekdays. I know I'm nineteen and not a kid anymore, but I already have issues with people abandoning me and actually doing it isn't making me feel better. But it's okay because look at this beautiful cheesecake:
song: PLASTICZOOMS / cat
film: Transporter 3 (Jason bb ilu)
film: Human Centipede